happy vs bored

it's been a while since my last post. kind of busy during my holiday with my sister's wedding. Alhamdulillah, finally she found her soul mate and our family receive a new family member. congrats. i'm still awkward with him.. biasalh, x berapa kenal lagi..as the time goes on, i think we'll be close. i do believe that both of them will live their life happily ever after until Jannah, InsyaAllah

. as for me, quite upset since i'm close to her and now she's married, life would not be the same anymore. isk.isk. no more sisters's crazy day.. gonna spend my holiday with my brother la pas ni. as for now, i'm spending the rest of my holiday with my lappy n my friend, husna and it's damn bored coz we have no idea what to do. gossiping is boring as no hot news around. i miss to laugh crazily with my friends, talking non stop about everything and do anything that we want like we did during our school time. it was fun though we got scolded by the teachers. well, we should live life to the fullest, right? (;

i miss them especially anis, jay,iswani,faten,wani, ayu(s) and many more.

the new semester gonna start just a few days*sigh.. malas rasanya hendak kembali especially when u have a conflict.. x palah.. i miss my Hazzmira Izzuraini, Arsyad muhamad n hazwan.. rindu nak duduk bersembang kat cafe.. as for the new sem, i want to promise my self to stay strong no matter what happen. 

till now8 x larat dah nak taip.. have a nice day everyone! 

everytime

~ EVERY TIME ~
Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love was strong
Why carry on without me

Everytime I try to fly I fall
Without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby 
And everytime I see
Your in my dreams
I see your face
Its haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make-believe
That you are here
Its the only way 
That I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

Everytime I try to fly I fall
Without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby 
And everytime I see
Your in my dreams
I see your face
Your haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness Caused you pain
And this song's my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away

Everytime I try to fly I fall
Without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby 
And everytime I see
You ruin my dreams
I see your face
Your haunting me
I guess I need you baby
p/s: i miss u

heart vs Brain? mana satu nak ikut ny

hey. why i'm posting this? sebab apa yang otak cakap x serupa bikin dengan apa yang hati nak.ala2 lagu najwa latif 2 "otak kata jangan hati pula kata ya". 

lately, Mr.problem comes and visit me. arghh.. hate it but have to face it. when u have a lot of problem but have nobody or nowhere to share it, u  tend to make ur own decision. usually, brains will make a quicker solution than  ur heart. unfortunately, what it said does not compatible with ur heart's voice.  the same goes with me. selalunya orang akan cakap,ikut kata hati. tapi kenapa ada peribahasa "ikut hati mati"? diri sendiri pun x tahu nak ikut suara mana satu. i made a decision and promises to myself and broke it the next minutes. so kata mana yang patut diikuti? i wish I have a power to control my decision, when I said no, then it's no. hahhahaha. in my dream lah kan. jgan haraplah nak bole ikut. susah kot. so,if any of u have any idea, feel free to tell me. 

the mistakes that I made for listening to a wrong voice is hurting me. but, who cares? NOBODY.

x kisahlah.janji exam boleh buat kan.hahaha.*mmg x da kaitan. da mengong. till then, bye.

How to maintain a relationship

hi guys. it takes me almost a half year for updating a new post. Searching for a time and yeap, finally i'm back. so, today all i wanna share is about relationship. not necessarily a relationship with ur lover. it can also be with ur family, friends and others. why i'm writing this? nowadays, not many people appreciate their relationship with surroundings. though u may said it has nothing to do with u, but believe me, we are related to each other either directly or indirectly. 
1. Communication- The key of intimacy. I have to admit that this is the main point in any relationship. people says that I'm snobbish because i do not how to talk. for sure it's not true. it takes time for me to feel comfortable with people and i'm not a type of person who is friendly that can talk to any people at any time. that is why communication has to take place. put it as priority in your life so that people can get along with u easily.

talk when u still have time <3
2. Respect- The key of strong relationship. When we respect other, they'll respect us back. the most difficult trait to obtain. In a simple word, respect everything and everyone. 
3. Keep in touch- The key loyalty. When in relationship, please be loyal regardless any relationship. Don't ever make ur partner walk alone. People thinks that loyalty only worth for a lover. No, no,no. Says who? You can never let ur friends especially you best friends walk alone. DO NOT LEAVE them not matter how hard the situation. Balanced ur loyalty. If you failed to do so, then live ur life alone. Dot not expect others to care for u when u care less for them. 

4. Understanding- The key of communication. Takes time to understand ur relationship. Why it happened? does u really want it? what kind of relationship u want? Once u understand this, you'll start understand others. Do not force yourself. Use ur heart not your mouth!

5. Be Yourself- The key of Happiness. The main point in any relationship. Show ur true colours. Do not pretend to be someone else. Let others fall in love with whom u are not with whom they want. 

we are who we are

A relationship needs a good treatment. Like a plant without nutrient, minerals or fertilizer it can’t grow healthy and stronger. So, do us. Keep a good treatment in you daily life. Try to solve any problem without scratching each other but having a solution and all can be saved. Listening to each other. It strengthens the bond in any relationship.
UNTIL THEN, BYE.

hey guys

first of all, a million of thanks to Wani for upgrading my blog. thanks.. im lovin it.. u're the best. glad to have a talented freind like you.. i'm so lucky,(:it's been a while since my last post. well, i do have a lot of things to share but currently it stucked in my mind. guess it wont come out now.anyway.. i have finished my foundation year. do wish me with a good result okay?

Assaalamualaikum n hi blogger..

Okay..let’s start reading this..hehe.

As we already know, 31^st August is known as Independence Day for Malaysian.

As Malaysian, we’re proud to know that we’re still having a chance to live in this peaceful country after all of the struggled faced by our army in defending Malaysia years ago.

What do you really understand about independence?

As for me, independence means freedom. It depend on you.. How you interpret independence. Everyone has their own opinion.

Patriotism is very important. It has to be implemented into every children ‘heart. Every year, government will organize many activities in order to spread patriotism among citizen.

Same goes in this ipg, we’re doing everything we can to show our love towards country.

So, I entered photography contest since it was compulsory .haha.

Of course the theme would be about independence. Sad to know, that I didn’t win. Ye lah. Hantar pon lmbat. It’s okay. R.E.D.H.A.

So, here are some pics that taken by me with the help of HAZZMIRA IZZURAINI as a model..

We had chosen this pic.

below are some of the pic that I rasa comel.

i'm still new in this field..ceewah..haha..

sja gedik test2 ny..

k la..c u next time guys..adios..

Once in a life time

Assalamualaikum

Hello bloggers..

Okay.. I’m very sad right now cause my baby is sick. I have to sent it to the “hospital” n leave it till the day after tomorrow..

Can’t imagine my life without it.. I can feel that time moves slowly.. erghhh.. hate it..

Well, actually I guess it’s my fault too.. for being so careless.. But that’s me. I am careless. Careless does not mean that I do not love it, it just that.. I don’t know..

I promise that I will take a good GOOD care of you after u have been discharged after this.. 

PROMISE DEAR

GET WELL SOON HONEY!!

 bye.

it's O.V.E.R.

Assalammualaikum..

here i am again.

happy,happy.happy.. thanks my family n en.N.

wait!.. holiday is OVER!

before that, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

i just can't get enough..isk.isk..
 going back to IPG as earlier as I can since I forgot to bring back my assignment.

it's okay..da pasrah cuti sat2 ja ny..

during this holiday, I managed to use it very "wisely".. not with studying but enjoying..haha


i went to watch Final Destination 5 with my siblings.. ngeri yang amat..

tgok 3D mmg lg feel la kn..

then went to A.S to eat McD n g mkan kat menara alor setar..motif nya?ntah..haha..here are some pictures..:

my lil bro

mmg sngat happy..

so,,untuk mndpatkan kepuasan sperti ny knaa tunggu cuti nanti plak..

i'm preparing my mind, my body n my soul for upcoming class..

since this sem i have exam,, gonna be busy, i guess,, no more fun like this.

x pa..redha.. bye peeps.

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suka.suka.suka.

assalammualaikum ..

i'm so happy..at last i managed to create my own header..hehe..
biasala bab2 IT mmg slow..

hehe..ok..pas ny kerja aq buat header ja la kan,,al-maklumlah baru2 tahu ny..semua nk dicuba..(:
 one of my masterpiece..

ok x???hahaha

ny lagi satu..tp yg ny x jadi la transparent dya..

which one looks better????

hehe..ok see u later..

just for fun

assalammualaikum.

just like usual, it takes me an aged to update my blog..haha.
quite busy recently with all those assignment. glad, have finished it on time.

now,it is the time for HOLIDAY.. okay.. so happy.. after 10 weeks studying at last, i can breath happily..haha
holiday is in the air,guys.

n it almost the end of Ramadhan, means that Aidilfitri will come soon.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA.MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN

terima kasih..
sentap tiba2.bye -.-

I'm waiting

assalamualaikum n hi bloggers..

how r u??

Isnin amat memenatkan..
dengan kelas sampai petang n plus GERKO, it makes me dying..*sigh
plus MOCK exam result within this week.. it makes me so stressful n nervous. i just don't feel like doing anything. not know. =.=

playing volley ball for GERKO just increases  bruises all over my hand.. and i'm "happy" for that. damn happy.
 looks like mr.diseases loves me so much.. he keeps coming towards me recently..

then, i have math class during the night.. with all the assignment waiting..err.. i'm tired.. not  in the mood of writing.

ntahla..tiba2 i miss my honey.. manalah dya pergi.. lost without any news.. sedih sangat because x sempat jumpa dya..sapa2 ada jumpa dya,please contact me. :'(

"where'd u go,

i miss u so,

seems like it's been forever,

u have gone..

please come back home"

dya la tempat aq bercerita,tempat aq bermanja,tempat aq membebel..arghhh..rendu nak peluk dya..rendu nak  kacau dya tido..*bajet dya paham ja suma tuh..

isk..isk..i miss him damn much..

please come back home.. :'(

again.. please come back home..

unexpected day

assalammualaikum and good evening everyone.

nice to be here again..

hari ny 16th JUly 2011.. a happy day for NUR FATIHAH AZIZ.

a lot of happiness happened. sepatutnya minggu ny aq balik kg..*bajet jauh ja kg tuh..
disebabkan PGPI IPG ny nak wat sukaneka..aq pon stay la.. mula2 dapat tahu sukaneka ny wajib untuk PPISMP students, memang berapi la juga kepala..tapi x pala.. what done is done.

so,untuk tidak memboringkan diri ini, aq pon participated la dalam sukan ny.. which is tiup tepung @ white treasurer.

 bertungkus lumus aq tiup tepung tuh..suprisingly,my team won.. haha..

i'm proud of myself*tetiba

then,after that i went back to my room and slept for a little while before i received a phone call from AYU!!.
so damn happy to meet her and Aimi. laughing is always the best cure when u're bored.
can't stop laughing when we always together.

ayu n aimi.. thanks for coming,, i really appreciate it.. u guys are always the best. (:

after laughing, i went to eat with MIRA at Mu cafe.. we talked a lot today after a few days without a word.

suddenly, i bumped into maisarah,ieka,keyn n anis.. it's quite a long time we did no see each other.. today is maisarah's birthday,, HAPPY BIRTHDAY mye.. i hope all ur dreams come true.

we celebrated it together. sweet memory that i shall never forget it. they've change a lot.. well, season changes, people changes too.

i'm so happy today.. walaupon mnggu ny x dpt ikot my mum pergi rumah my sis..it's okay.
today experienced worth. pengalaman yg x kan dilupakan.

GUYS, thanks for being such a good friends, thanks for being a part of me.. I LOVE U!! u guys roCK

thanks..
till next time.. xoxo

we're special

assalammualaikum n hey everyone..
I'm so glad to be here again.. whatever la..
something that i think i should share it with u..
something that we should know about.
how special we are..(:

let us start ..

1. Sekurang-kurangnya ada 5 orang dalam dunia ini menyayangi anda dan sanggup mati kerana anda.

2. Sekurang-kurangnya ada 15 orang dalam dunia ini menyayangi anda dalam beberapa cara.

3. Sebab utama seseorang membenci anda adalah kerana dia ingin menjadi seperti anda.

4. Senyuman daripada anda boleh membawa kebahagiaan kepada seseorang walaupun dia tidak menyukai anda.

5. Setiap malam ada seseorang mengingati anda sebelum dia tidur.

6. Anda amat bermakna dalam hidup seseorang.

7. Kalau bukan kerana anda, seseorang itu tidak akan hidup bahagia.

8. Anda seorang yang istimewa dan unik.

9. Seseorang yang anda tidak ketahui menyayangi anda.

10. Apabila anda membuat kesilapan yang sangat besar, ada hikmah disebaliknya.

11. Sekiranya anda merasakan anda dipinggirkan, fikirlah semula; mungkin
anda yang meminggirkan mereka.

12. Apabila anda terfikir anda tidak mempunyai peluang untuk mendapatkan
sesuatu yang anda ingini, mungkin anda tidak akan memperolehinya, tetapi
sekiranya anda percaya pada diri sendiri lambat-laun anda akan memperolehinya.

13. Kenangilah segala pujian yang anda terima. Lupakan segala maki hamun,
caci & cela.

14. Jangan takut untuk meluahkan perasaan anda; anda akan merasa senang bila seseorang mengetahuinya.

15. Sekiranya anda mempunyai sahabat baik, ambillah masa untuk memberitahunya yang dia adalah yang terbaik. Seminit Hanya seminit diperlukan untuk mendapat sahabat baik, sejam untuk menghargainya, sehari untuk menyayanginya, tapi sepanjang hidup untuk melupakannya. Hantarlah pesanan ini kepada orang yang anda tidak akan lupa dan hantarkan juga kepada orang yang menghantar pesanan ini. Ini adalahpesanan pendek untuk menyatakan yang anda sentiasa mengingatinya. Kalau anda tidak menghantar pesanan ini, bermakna anda sudah melupakan kawan-kawan anda. Ambillah sedikit masa dan anda sudah pasti memberi keceriaan kepada seseorang atau mungkin mengubah hidup mereka kepada yang lebih baik.



p/s: i am special in my own way. same goes with u.. mistakes are a part of our life. believe it or not,    WE'RE SPECIAL!!


thats all..
till we meet again..
bye

alone without U...

the Lonely

-christina Perri-

TWO am

Where do I begin

crying my off my face again

the silence and the loneliness

wants to follow me to bed

I'm a ghost of girl that I want to be the most

I'm the shadow of the girl that I used to know well

Dancing slowly in empty room

Can lonely take the place of you

I sing myself a quiet lullaby 

Let me go and let the lonely in

to take my heart again

Too afraid to go inside

For the pain of one more loveless night

The loneliness will stay with me

and hold me till I fall asleep

I'm a ghost of girl that I want to be the most

I'm the shadow of the girl that I used to know well

Dancing slowly in empty room

Can lonely take the place of you

I sing myself a quiet lullaby 

Let me go and let the lonely in

to take my heart again

Broken pieces of a barely breathing story

Where there once was love

Now there's only me

and the lonely

Dancing slowly in empty room

Can lonely take the place of you

I sing myself a quiet lullaby 

Let me go and let the lonely in

to take my heart again

yes, i miss you..

i do..

i miss u a lot...

 but, I just can't take one more steps towards you.

don't let me fall for u again

cause this time around, i'm sure

i'll fall hard and it's not easy to leave it

n it takes almost forever to be alright again.

I rather be alone than waiting 4 u.

because all that waiting is REGRET..

-bye-

gamEs

assalammualaikum n hi..

well,this weekend, I choose to go home.. such a lovely choice..to be at your house. :)

my friends say that i'm addicted to the game..well, I guess, it suits me very well..

I can't help ,myself from not playing games.. I guess, my day wouldn't be complete without playing games..haha

I've been playing so many games.. n today, i succeed to play another new games which is Fashion designer..
I think this is a new game at Facebook. n I'm LOVING it..

ny la gane tuh,,

lebih kurang cam ny la cara nak main game ny.

sapa2 yg x da kerja 2,elokla cuba main game..haha
 
ok la,,nak sambung main game..dadada

smile!!

assalammualaikum n hi again n again..

it seems that i have a lot of things to be shared this month..hehe..

at least, it shows that i'm an active blogger.  *hua2..

rasa lega sangat hari ny, semua kekusutan telah terlerai.. walaupon agak stress recently tapi senyum ja la..

SENYUM tu kan SEDEKAH

lagipun, senyum ny banyak faedahnya taw such as:

• Smiles improve your appearance. 
• Smiles make things right again and say much more than words can.
• Smiles create trust and rapport.
• Smiles make you feel good. 
• Smiles make other people feel good. 
• Wrinkles are better when they're smile lines rather than frown lines. 
• Smiling is a good long-term predictor of happier life outcomes. 
• Smiling attracts health, happiness, friends, success, and a longer life.

ceria2 untuk esok sama..

esok,my group akan adakan pertandingan sajak dan storytelling

berminat??bolehlah datang menyaksikan pertandingan diantara TESLian C n D..

debate pon ada esok..

pakat mai2 la nah.. wish us luck too ok!

senyum2 selalu ok...

x rugi sesen pon kalo senyum

there's a quote saying that:

The world always looks brighter from behind a smile.

bye..