happy vs bored

it's been a while since my last post. kind of busy during my holiday with my sister's wedding. Alhamdulillah, finally she found her soul mate and our family receive a new family member. congrats. i'm still awkward with him.. biasalh, x berapa kenal lagi..as the time goes on, i think we'll be close. i do believe that both of them will live their life happily ever after until Jannah, InsyaAllah

. as for me, quite upset since i'm close to her and now she's married, life would not be the same anymore. isk.isk. no more sisters's crazy day.. gonna spend my holiday with my brother la pas ni. as for now, i'm spending the rest of my holiday with my lappy n my friend, husna and it's damn bored coz we have no idea what to do. gossiping is boring as no hot news around. i miss to laugh crazily with my friends, talking non stop about everything and do anything that we want like we did during our school time. it was fun though we got scolded by the teachers. well, we should live life to the fullest, right? (;

i miss them especially anis, jay,iswani,faten,wani, ayu(s) and many more.

the new semester gonna start just a few days*sigh.. malas rasanya hendak kembali especially when u have a conflict.. x palah.. i miss my Hazzmira Izzuraini, Arsyad muhamad n hazwan.. rindu nak duduk bersembang kat cafe.. as for the new sem, i want to promise my self to stay strong no matter what happen. 

till now8 x larat dah nak taip.. have a nice day everyone! 

everytime

~ EVERY TIME ~
Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love was strong
Why carry on without me

Everytime I try to fly I fall
Without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby 
And everytime I see
Your in my dreams
I see your face
Its haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make-believe
That you are here
Its the only way 
That I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

Everytime I try to fly I fall
Without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby 
And everytime I see
Your in my dreams
I see your face
Your haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness Caused you pain
And this song's my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away

Everytime I try to fly I fall
Without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby 
And everytime I see
You ruin my dreams
I see your face
Your haunting me
I guess I need you baby
p/s: i miss u

heart vs Brain? mana satu nak ikut ny

hey. why i'm posting this? sebab apa yang otak cakap x serupa bikin dengan apa yang hati nak.ala2 lagu najwa latif 2 "otak kata jangan hati pula kata ya". 

lately, Mr.problem comes and visit me. arghh.. hate it but have to face it. when u have a lot of problem but have nobody or nowhere to share it, u  tend to make ur own decision. usually, brains will make a quicker solution than  ur heart. unfortunately, what it said does not compatible with ur heart's voice.  the same goes with me. selalunya orang akan cakap,ikut kata hati. tapi kenapa ada peribahasa "ikut hati mati"? diri sendiri pun x tahu nak ikut suara mana satu. i made a decision and promises to myself and broke it the next minutes. so kata mana yang patut diikuti? i wish I have a power to control my decision, when I said no, then it's no. hahhahaha. in my dream lah kan. jgan haraplah nak bole ikut. susah kot. so,if any of u have any idea, feel free to tell me. 

the mistakes that I made for listening to a wrong voice is hurting me. but, who cares? NOBODY.

x kisahlah.janji exam boleh buat kan.hahaha.*mmg x da kaitan. da mengong. till then, bye.

How to maintain a relationship

hi guys. it takes me almost a half year for updating a new post. Searching for a time and yeap, finally i'm back. so, today all i wanna share is about relationship. not necessarily a relationship with ur lover. it can also be with ur family, friends and others. why i'm writing this? nowadays, not many people appreciate their relationship with surroundings. though u may said it has nothing to do with u, but believe me, we are related to each other either directly or indirectly. 
1. Communication- The key of intimacy. I have to admit that this is the main point in any relationship. people says that I'm snobbish because i do not how to talk. for sure it's not true. it takes time for me to feel comfortable with people and i'm not a type of person who is friendly that can talk to any people at any time. that is why communication has to take place. put it as priority in your life so that people can get along with u easily.

talk when u still have time <3
2. Respect- The key of strong relationship. When we respect other, they'll respect us back. the most difficult trait to obtain. In a simple word, respect everything and everyone. 
3. Keep in touch- The key loyalty. When in relationship, please be loyal regardless any relationship. Don't ever make ur partner walk alone. People thinks that loyalty only worth for a lover. No, no,no. Says who? You can never let ur friends especially you best friends walk alone. DO NOT LEAVE them not matter how hard the situation. Balanced ur loyalty. If you failed to do so, then live ur life alone. Dot not expect others to care for u when u care less for them. 

4. Understanding- The key of communication. Takes time to understand ur relationship. Why it happened? does u really want it? what kind of relationship u want? Once u understand this, you'll start understand others. Do not force yourself. Use ur heart not your mouth!

5. Be Yourself- The key of Happiness. The main point in any relationship. Show ur true colours. Do not pretend to be someone else. Let others fall in love with whom u are not with whom they want. 

we are who we are

A relationship needs a good treatment. Like a plant without nutrient, minerals or fertilizer it can’t grow healthy and stronger. So, do us. Keep a good treatment in you daily life. Try to solve any problem without scratching each other but having a solution and all can be saved. Listening to each other. It strengthens the bond in any relationship.
UNTIL THEN, BYE.